Nevertheless

Image by Mejimages from Pixabay

Greetings as summer winds down here in the Northeast United States!

Wherever you are on this amazing planet earth, I hope you are feeling well.

Today’s song was created by a Boston-based singer-songwriter named B. Iris Tanner whom I have known for many years.

Iris alludes to a bunch of standards from the Great American Songbook in her lyrics for “Nevertheless” including:

“Loved Walked In” (by the Gershwin Brothers),

“Old Devil Moon” (by Yip Harburg and Burton Lane),

“My Heart Stood Still” (by Lorenz Hart and Richard Rodgers),

“If I Were A Bell” (by Frank Loesser),

“I’ve Got You Under My Skin” (by Cole Porter),

“Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered” (by Lorenz Hart and Rochard Rodgers),

“The Nearness Of You” (by Ned Washington and Hoagy Carmichael),

“I’ve Grown Accustomed To Her Face” (by Frederick Loewe and Alan Jay Lerner),

“I Could Write A Book” (by Lorenz Hart and Richard Rodgers), and

“When Irish Eyes are Smiling” (by Ernest Ball, George Graff, and Chauncey Olcott).

It’s quite a list!

And there may be more musical references which I have missed…

Iris put out a collection of her original songs — FRESH-CUT IRIS — a while back and included a live version of me singing “Nevertheless” (which she recorded at The Cambridge Center for Adult Education when I was working there (and co-hosting monthly open mic nights, too).

The version in the player at the beginning of this blog post, however, is one I recorded with pianist Doug Hammer when I thought I might release a CD of songs written by Boston-area songwriters (of which there are many!)

Then we added drum and percussion tracks by Gene Roma along with a bass track by Chris Rathbun.

This recording has sat — blessedly archived by Doug in zeros and ones — for a couple of decades.

And now it is seeing the light of day.

Hurrah!

Deep breath in.

Deep breath out.

As I wrote in a recent blog post, I am saddened that so many people — including myself — have to keep learning the latest version of everything (as well as updating our hardware and software) in order to use our laptops, our cell phones, the internet, etc.

What a waste of our precious lives here on planet earth!

Thus I am VERY grateful that Doug is willing to stay on top of this endless updating process as it relates to his recording equipment — in addition to remaining a splendid pianist.

Doug owns a bunch of great microphones, various boxes through which he runs audio information, and a powerful Apple computer which is loaded with extraordinary amounts of software.

AND he know how to use all of it quite seamlessly and reliably.

Astounding!

But when it comes to rehearsing, performing and recording music, we also use an actual instrument — his piano.

I love that no one has updated the basic mechanics of an acoustic piano for hundreds of years (although there ARE plenty of electronic keyboards which are continually being updated and “improved”).

I learned from ye olde internet that over three hundred years ago, an Italian harpsichord maker — Bartolomeo Cristofori di Francesco— created a new instrument in which strings were hammered rather than plucked..

This is what became known as a “piano.”

Here’s a link to a short history of the piano written by a fellow WordPress blogger named Viktorya Stepanyan if you are curious.

The mechanisms and construction materials for pianos have been tweaked over time, but generations of pianists have NOT had to re-learn over and over and over again how a piano functions.

The Schimmel grand piano which Doug plays at his studio, the Kawai baby grand piano which Molly plays when we rehearse at her house, and the Ivers & Pond upright piano (made here in Boston) in my living room all work the same way.

Another deep breath in.

And deep breath out.

There IS one change in piano construction, however, which I am glad to note.

Image by Barbara Fraatz from Pixabay

Ivory from elephant tusks is no longer used to make the surface of the white keys — as was done on my hundred-plus-years-old Ivers & Pond piano.

I sometimes pause and try to imagine the former lives (and deaths) of the elephants whose ivory tusks live on as part of my old piano’s keys…

Did they live in Africa?

In India?

In a zoo or circus here in the USA?

A Google search reveals that a LOT of piano-key ivory came from African elephants.

And the reason people liked to kill these huge and heartful beings is that “ivory was highly prized for its durable, slightly porous, and ‘cool’ texture, which helped absorb moisture from a pianist’s fingers” while they were playing.

What a strange and short-sighted species we human are — killing other animals in order to make our own music…

Yet another deep breath in.

And deep breath out.

I am happy to report that no elephants were killed to create the Schimmel grand piano at Doug’s studio or the Kawai baby grand at Molly’s house.

Graphic design by Stephen Fischer

And I am excited — finally — to be sharing Iris’s lovely song with my fellow bloggers, family, friends, and fans.

Thank you to to Iris for writing this song, to Doug for playing (and also mixing) this song, to Stephen C. Fischer for his graphic design skills, to Gene and Chris for adding their musical chops to the mix, and to to the photographers at Pixabay for their lovely images,

And thank YOU for reading and listening to yet another one of my blog posts!

One more deep breath in.

And deep breath out.

PS: You are welcome to click here to stream this new version of “Nevertheless” if you are so inclined.

PPS: And if you are willing to “like” it and/or add it to a playlist, that apparently increases the chances that this recording will be shared with more new listeners.

Musings on Larry Hart

Having recently read many biographies about Lorenz “Larry” Hart and about Richard Rodgers, I’ve been wondering how Larry would have told his own story if he hadn’t died at age 48…

Richard Rodgers lived for 36 years after Hart’s heartbreakingly early death, and as a result he had many opportunities to share HIS memories of their often-times challenging creative collaboration.

Larry Hart
Larry Hart

But we have no hindsight from Larry to balance their biographical narrative.

We do, however, have the lyrics he wrote for 26 Broadway shows and several Hollywood movies.

They range from the simple and sincere — “With a Song In My Heart” — to the playfully brutal — “I Wish I Were In Love Again.”

Here’s a version of “I Wish I Were In Love Again” that Bobbi Carrey and I recorded with Doug Hammer at his great studio north of Boston (with extra musical input from Mike Callahan).

 It is tempting to imagine that some clues to his life experiences are encoded into his lyrics.

Vivienne_Sonia_Segal
Vivienne Segal

For example, Larry writes at the end of “I Could Write a Book” from one of his later musicals, Pal Joey: “and the world discovers as my book ends how to make two lovers of friends.”

This lyric makes me wonder about his relationship with the actress and singer Vivienne Segal, one of the stars of Pal Joey who was also his friend and to whom he apparently proposed marriage more than once…

She respectfully declined each time — saying that she had had enough of marriage (she was divorced from a first husband).  She was also well aware that Hart was an alcoholic and what we would now describe as a closeted gay man.

Yet Cole Porter, another closeted gay songwriter of the time, had a long, loving, committed marriage to divorcée and millionairess Linda Lee Thomas — while simultaneously carrying on a life-long stream of romantic and sexual liasons with other men.

Porter, like Hart, was also devoted to his mother — although Porter did not share a home with his family for almost his entire life as did Hart.

Lorenz Milton Hart was born on May 2, 1895 and grew up in a boisterous household in Harlem, NY (then a largely Jewish neighborhood) with a father who was well-connected within the Democratic Tammany Hall political establishment.

His father made a living doing a variety of business deals — for example, he was alleged to be an investor in a very popular brothel — and over the years the Hart’s family finances would ebb, when his mother’s jewelry would go to the local pawn shop, and flow, when her jewelry would come out of hock and Larry might be given a $100 bill so that he could take all of  his friends out for a night on the town.

Larry Hart

It was a tight-knit family.

Larry (or Lorry as he was called by his German-Jewish mother) shared a bedroom with his younger brother Teddy until they were both in their forties.

The Harts regularly hosted parties attended by friends, relatives, local politicians, and — as Larry’s fame mounted — an expanding cast of writers, composers, musicians, performers, stars, groupies and hangers-on.

Larry supported his family after his father died — and he was apparently hounded by people to whom his father owed money for many years afterwards.

Hart was acutely aware of his mother’s wish that he would get married like his brother Teddy, who was a performer and who finally got married in 1938.

But none of the women to whom Larry proposed said yes.

Deep sigh.

I am reminded of Hart’s lyric for the song “Glad To Be Unhappy” (which I once recorded with Doug on piano at his studio during a rehearsal).

“Fools rush in… so here I am, very glad to be unhappy. I can’t win… so here I am, more than glad to be unhappy. Unrequited love’s a bore, and I’ve got it pretty bad — but for someone you adore, it’s a pleasure to be sad.”

Hart seems to have buried or hidden much of his sadness behind a playful, generous, talkative, enthusiastic personality — as well as a thick haze of cigar smoke and LOTS of alcohol.

And Larry carried on his family’s tradition of hospitality and generosity — helping his father pay off debts and loans when he was still alive, lavishing gifts on friends, hosting endless parties, and picking up the tab when out on the town.  

Hart

He was also generous with his time and creativity.

His sister-in-law Dorothy Hart claimed, “My brother-in-law wrote more lyrics without getting credit for more friends who were stumped or had songwriters’ block. He was very generous, not only with money, but also with his talents.”

About Larry’s death she says, “He was really, I think, a victim of burnout, and at the age of 48, the theater didn`t offer too much surprise for him, because he had done it all.”

I also wonder what effect the news from Europe during WWII had on his spirit.

Before his death — after Richard Rodgers had begun his new collaboration with their mutual lifelong friend Oscar Hammerstein — Larry had been working on a musical about the underground resistance movement in Paris with a composer who had recently escaped from Germany.

So he must have been very well-informed about recent developments in Germany — from which his parents had emigrated in the late 1800s and to which he had traveled as an adult — and Europe.

How did this excruciating information affect his mood? His spirit? His world view?

One of the last songs he wrote in partnership with Richard Rodgers was a witty tour de force for Vivienne Segal to sing in a 1943 revival — and updated version — of their 1927 hit show A Connecticut Yankee.

VivienneSegal
More Vivienne Segal

It is called “To Keep My Love Alive” and relates how the singer has remained faithful to a long list of husbands (“until death do us part”) by killing each of them in a different way.

One death occurs when the singer pushes her husband off a balcony.

Hart would surely have been aware that Richard Rodgers’ wife’s father had died a few years earlier as a result of a fall from the balcony of their NY penthouse apartment when Rodgers’ father-in-law was being treated for depression.

Might this have been a hidden — and ostensibly humorous — way for him to process some of his feelings about Rodgers having begun a new collaboration with their long-time mutual friend and colleague Oscar Hammerstein, II — the first fruits of which was the musical Oklahoma?

A way to needle Richard and his wife Dorothy under the cloak of music and rhyme?

A way for him to express how he might have felt about Vivienne’s declining to accept his marriage proposals?

Who knows…

I’ve been spending a lot of time with Mr Hart’s life story — and his lyrics — while I put together a program of songs and stories to perform with jazz pianist Joe Reid.

And my freely associative mind can’t help but see — or perhaps more accurately imagine — connections between Hart’s life and his work.

I am wildly grateful that he left such a rich and beautifully-crafted body of work for all of us to savor and sing for many years to come.

Rest in peace, dear Mr. Hart.

Deep breath in.

Deep breath out.